| i accepted the job offer from avanade. i'm really excited about the decision. i know i'm gonna get tons of good experience and skills by working for them. training starts in july. hmmm...what should i do between graduation and training in july? a road trip sounds about right.
amazing song
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| What better way to procrastinate than to write a xanga entry...
Had a great weekend spent with friends. On Friday night, Annie and Mel came out and we spent some time at the Elephant Bar and then at the Spectrum trying to expand my wardrobe a bit. It's tough..my clothes have always been so plain. I guess it's easier to be plain than to risk wearing something someone might think is ugly. On top of that, I've never been one for bows, lace, or flowers. I realize these things are cute...and I like them on other people..but then when I see them on myself, I feel like I'm trying to be something I'm not. I'm gonna start trying though...
Saturday was another great day. After helping coach my soccer team, and then helping Teresa with a Java program for a couple hours (fun!), I headed to Newport Beach Brewing Company with my pal, Tari. Good food, good times. Then we finished off the night at the dollar theater... the one cheap thing in Irvine.
Sunday was cool. Because of the soccer league, I actually see people I know at church. Church is so much better when you know people there. Fellowship is an awesome thing. After church I headed over to Target, and then bought some awesome shoes at Payless. I'm really excited about them. Wasted the rest of the day mostly relaxing.
I love weekends when I do absolutely nothing for school.
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| one of my favorite songs of all time:
when the weight of all my dreams
is resting heavy on my head,
and the thoughtful words of help and hope,
have all been nicely said.
but i'm still hurting,
wondering if i'll ever be the one i think i am.
i think i am.
then you gently re-remind me
that you've made me from the first.
and the more i try to be the best,
the more i get the worst.
and i realize the good in me
is only there because of who you are.
who you are.
and all i ever have to be is what you made me.
any more or less would be a step out of your plan.
as you daily recreate me, help me always keep in mind
that i only have to do what i can find.
and all i ever have to be,
all i have to be,
is what you made me.
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| Welp, it's over. Brandon and I broke up. It was awesome while it lasted...too awesome. I just hope he comes to know the Truth some day...even if I'm not around to marry him when he does. Pray for me and for him, please. It's hard to let go of someone you love...and even harder to see them reject God.
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